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| Hi Everyone. Im sorry I've neglected my xanga. I havent been on in months- I have just been so busy.
Right Now it is about 1 in the morning. Im in my
dorm. Of couse I procrastinated writing my essay and Im going to have
to try to write it beween classes tomorrow- or later today actually.
Ive been pretty busy with school work and all. Its rele hard for me-
and Im going to have to work harder to keep my grades up because I am
not doing well at all.
I am having such a horrible time here in college.
Besides the fact that my roomate is a pig a slob and a bitch, I am
stuck out in the middle of nowhere it seems. People here are all so
bitchy too. Most of them need attitude adjustments.
I hear things at home arent going so hot either- according
to my sister. Its so obvious when i go home too. My dads patience and
attitude has gotten about 60 times worse- not like he was that nice to
begin with and my mom looks worn, sad, and worried. I'm not too sure
what is going on exactly, but I hope that what I heard my mom says is
not true. I really hope she doesnt feel the way she says she feels
about my dad.
Another thing- I learned about 1 of my cousins I never
met. I met him on facebook )oh the wonders of the internet). I also
learned why I never met them before. Aparently they arent the right
sort to be around with. My friend CJ scared me the other night. He was
asking me a lot of strange questions about my family, some things I'm
still confused about. Apparently he knows something about my family I
do not. Im getting a strange feeling that my parents have secrets
they've kept from me and my sisters our whole lives. I've inquired
about some of them but my parents wont tell me and its scarring me a
lil.
I think college, altogether, is a scarry experience.
Its hard finding who i really am anymore. I was always sure, but going
through a lot of change has me questioning who I am as a person. I hope
I find myself soon: before my grades drop any lower or before I get
even more depressed, upset, or confused.
Well thats the update since August- I have to get
going to bed, otherwise, I wont wake up for class. I'll be back soon!!
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| Hey- I'm in Florida now. Not much is going on.Im mostly bored. There's nothing to do at the house- really. Im in the clubhouse trying to read my email-which doesn't seem to be working and I forgot to bring quaters to play pool.
Anyway, I went to Virginia for three days. It was ok!- I guess! Colonial Williamsburg totally sucks but Busch Gardens and Water Country USA was pretty good. I got a nice tan (for once)-lol but that was about it!
Today is my first full day in Florida and all we did was shopping and we also went to look at our house in Forest Trails. We plan on goin to the beach, horseback riding, and Sea World while were down here- which I guess could be a little interesting.
I found out I'm not comming home till late on the 26th which rele rele sucks because I would have no time to chill with some friends before I leave on the 28th- which I'm dreading. I don't think I'll get along with my roomate (which Danielle says sounds like a whore and probably has a mustache).
Anyway...I think I should be going. Till Later | | |
| Wow! Wednesday was crazy! Sue nd Danielle came to my house nd we were chillin in the pool. Like Danielle said, im not going into much detail. Yes, European sex stories were said nd there was a horrible boob incident which i was the victim of. Marco Polo is a dangerous game! Danielle also insisted on listenin to Green Day which she constantly told us that they sing about masterbation. I don't know where the topic of pee started though. I would just like to say that no 1 peed in my pool- it occasionally gets warm spots cuz of the way the sun hits it. Also i would like to point out that it was all of Danielle's idea to ask guys how far they can pee which Pat gave us the ansa of 4' nd Tony 7'. Also- I am sorry sue about the bees. Good thing you were not allergic. Mini golf was fun- even though i couldnt keep it on the court. Bumper cars and the go-karts were even more fun. It was a crazy day nd we should definetly do it again- except for the boob incident nd pee nd bees. lol.
Yesterday, i found out how to get my Rutgers email nd facebook- finally-lol! However, someone hacked into my computer (I HOPE IT WASN'T YOU DANIELLE-jk) and gave me a virus. I had to restart my whole computer nd aol still doesnt work. For the time being I have to use my parents comp. :(
Today, I am not doing much (mostly trying to fix my computer and pack for vacation and college). I talked to my roomate today. For Danielles information- she is not a hooker nd she doesn't have a mustache. She comes from Los Angeles- that explains why she bailed on the picnic last week. And although she sounded a little snobby and boring, I think she's a nice person. I guess I won't find out till the 28th. I'm also looking foward to cosmic bowling tonite with a couple of friends. I'll give details later. | | |
| Sorry, I haven't written anything on my new xanga. Thanks Danielle for creating it! Its really pretty AND PINK!! lol. You just need to help me find some things. For instance, I didnt even know where to type this message in. lol!
Anyway, Tuesday was Pat's graduation party. It was ok but I would like to thank Sue and Tony for calling me and giving me a ride at 9. It was mad funny when Sue was pushed into the pool. (I hope you sneakers dried this time) I'm sorry to say that I am happy it wasn't me! If it wasn't for Pat's dad scolding Tony about throwing people in, I would have been next.
Wednesday was also fun. I went to Rab's with Danielle. We bowled for two hours and unfortunately i wasn't playing as dirty as any of us hoped. I was really happy because out of the 8 or 9 games we played i had gotten 5 strikes and 2 spares. lol. Danielle won every game, except for 1 when we tied at 88. (That was my best score all day) After bowling I went shopping a the mall. It was really fun and once again I spent about $200 on clothes.
Thursday, wasn't too thrilling! I packed my clothes for college (already) :( because I am going on vacation (well it's not really a vacation) to Virginia and Florida and I wont be back till August 25th. Then I went out with my sister and a couple of guys she knows. It was mad boring. Next time Jess asks me to do something, I'm refusing!! IT WAS A COMPLETE WASTE OF TIME!!
All in all, this week was pretty good! I can't believe how fast summer is going. I dont think i want to go to college. I'm afraid of what my roomate would be like. I meet her on Sunday, Oh fun :), I hope she's neater and less bitchier than my current roomate! | | |
| Ok..it's bothering me that there is no entry on this site. That's better. Ok, so this is Stephanie's site. It's me, danielle, xxodysseyxx,...I'm trying to make this thing look decent. I was planning to make a layout myself, but then I came across this spiffy all ready made one and I thought it looked kind of cool. There is a hint of green on this site. It's my gift to this xanga. You'll also find ciara---i think you like ciara don't you?? I put yeah up because--thats the song lol. I didn't know what music to put. Yea...so, I unvirgined this site.
edit: the first edit of this xanga. I put you in the tech blogring. I'm not in it because I need to be in Green Day blogrings instead--much more important. | | |
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